Good lord, I can be dumb sometimes.
How many people would go back and pick up the burning coal that had burned the shit out of them 10 minutes ago?
Well, I'm one of them.
Perhaps I do this to test myself, to see if I can handle it. And maybe one day I will be able to.
“no one saves us but ourselves,
no one may and no one can,
we ourselves must walk the path”