If you've by happenstance stumbled upon this, I promise that the pictures will always be pretty, but the posts, not so much.
I try to be positive, but it is tough. And I don't really expect anyone to read this, so it's kinda like me talking out loud to myself.
Yesterday, Friday the 13th was such a terrible day, I can only hope that today will be even the slightest bit better. (I'll let you know tomorrow)
Work issues, guy issues, x-rays, thyroid screen, sad goodbye, flat tire, drinks alone on my lovely porch.
Kinda day when you go to bed wondering if you want to wake up. I did, obviously, so will make the best of this one.
I feel like a malcontent. The truth is, from the outside, I have it pretty good. Stable job, lovely friends, wonderful home, native to the most beautiful Island in the world.
|My front porch|
If anything, maybe posting will give me better perspective on life. Maybe not.
My sister lives overseas, as will my best friend soon. I wanted to set something up for them to check in on what's happening in Bermyland. They know me well enough not to expect butterflies and rainbows.
|me and my gorgeous sister at her wedding|
Also, my new(ish) big thing is honesty. I have no respect for people who put up a false front to the world, for everyone to look at them and say 'aw, look how great their life is'. Not that I think we should all walk around with a billboard advertising our issues, I'm just saying be real people. Live real. If I have one goal for this stage of my life, that's it.
So in that spirit - here's me now. End of day, barely made up, bad lighting, etc..... Hi :)
If you have stumbled upon, thanks for dropping by.